Working mom for the second year.

I am a working mom.

I quit my job because of childbirth. After five years of childcare, I got a job. It's been two years since I started working again. Before I became a working mother, I had many worries.

After the preschool was over, the children played with their friends at the playground. The children enjoyed the time very much. But, If I went to the company, the children would not be able to do that. And When children were ill or unable to go to preschool, there was no one to take care of them on my behalf. I thought it was right to focus on day care, but I became a working mom. At first I tried to find a job that would match the children's time. However, I became a regular worker who needed to fill the average working hours. So life patterns have changed a lot. Fortunately, the children adapted well to the changed environment.

I was able to work for two years because of my children. The children were proud of their working  mom and did not blame me. But I always worry about the children's mind. I am with my children unconditionally except for the time in the company. I know that the children have waited for the time to be with my mother. So sometimes I want to spend time alone but I give up. 

Soon my daughter goes to elementary school. Then the pattern of life will change again. I think it will be difficult, but my children and I will adapt well.

Beloved daughter, beloved son. Always thank you.